Wednesday, January 19, 2011

An Addict

Today was a scheduled rest day for me, which I though was perfect planning on my part, since the boys and I had a play date at 9:30am this morning.  However, after today, I'm not sure that was the best thing for me.  Almost from the moment that I woke up, I just felt grumpy and moody. 

Running has become my stress relief in my house full of boys, especially with 3 of them under the age of 4.  So on my rest days, thing just don't seem to go as smoothly.  I am much less patient and uptight.  Things that don't bother me on days when I run, were driving me crazy today.  Sadly, I know that I am being these things, but I just can't help it.  So, that leaves me frustrated with myself.  It is a giant snowball.

Hi, My name is Aimee, and I am an addict.  I am addicted to running.  Thankfully, this is a healthy addiction. 

Since I really started running after the birth of Thing 2, I have noticed how much better my mood is when I run versus when I don't run.  That is a lot of the reason my husband has agreed to some of my running related purchases (i.e. Garmin 405CX, running skirts, shoes, races.) (Thank You).  He knows that it makes me a happier person to be around.

This year I have really set my sights high: running a race every month, running 1,000+ miles this year, running several half marathons and possibly my first full marathon.  I know that in order to reach those goals I need to be smart about my training.  So my plans have me running only 4 days a week.  However, I am really starting to feel like I need to add another day in there, not for the miles, but just for my sanity and so my boys can have a happy mommy.

I am going to try and add another day of running each week for the next month and see how that goes.  My biggest concern is mostly how my body will react.  I am not a skinny runner, nor will I ever be, so we will see how it goes.  I am built more like a lineman in football and I have 30 to 40 pounds of baby weight to lose from my first two pregnancies.  Hopefully, everything will fall into place and the boys can enjoy a happy mommy all the time. 

By the way, I am not always in a bad mood when I don't run.  There are the days when my body needs it, and I know it so we (my body and my mind) are happy with that.  Lately, I have the urge to do more and feeling like I can't, makes me unhappy. So we are going to see if I can fix it.  I think what would also help my mood would be warmer temperatures.  I only like the cold to run in, but I would rather see the sun.

1 comment:

  1. Hi my name is Kittee and I am an addict too. Sometimes I just daydream about running, its really kind of sad. Hang in there I think winter makes us all a little grumpy when we can't control the weather which in turn controls our running. Have you thought of just walking on your recovery days? I found that if I at least walk I am in a better mood.

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