I have noticed that I have been a little lot of negativity coming from me lately and I don't like it one little bit. I'm sure my husband doesn't appreciate it too much. Actually I know he doesn't. He has even told me that, my negativity has rubbed off on him. Now I am sure this is partially true, but his project at work doesn't help.
I want to and I am ready to make a change. I would much rather be a positive person who inspires others. Not a negative person who people avoid. Besides my life is pretty amazing, besides the winter blues that I get every year.
I have a wonder husband who is supportive of me and this crazy running addiction I have developed.
I have three handsome, happy and healthy boys I get to be with every day and who tell me daily that they "wuv" me. They have come to realize that I like to run and enjoy coming to races to support me.
I am fortunate enough to be able to stay home with my boys when I realized I wanted to be with them, and not working.
And there is so much more that I could go on for a while.
We have a nice house, great family, and a great life. So I need to lose this negativity. There are going to be rough days or nights, but it could be much worse.
It is time that I focus on being positive because a positive attitude can take me much farther. Just as in training, if I believe i can run farther I can. So if I focus on the positive, I will be more positive. It is all mental game. I have to train myself to stay positive untold it becomes second nature.
It is time for me to start a whole new type of training.
On the running front, I ran 3.5 miles pushing the double stroller. I warmed up for .5 miles, then started my intervals. Run 1 minute, jog for 2 minutes. During the run I wanted under a 9:15 pace, since I was pushing the stroller. All but two reps were under 9:00 mile per minute pace. For the jog, I wanted to stay under 11:00 mile per minute pace. Most were at a 10:45 mile per minute pace. My legs are still pretty tired from Sunday's 15K.
Overall, I am very happy with my second interval run.
Stay positive and happy running!
Great post! I love the honesty. Sometimes putting it out there is the motivation we need.
ReplyDeleteI am POSITIVE you can do this. Good Job on your run!
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